To make a long story short ... I had some rough times. I`m am sort of back.. or at least I hope so... and I will try to post from time to time.
One more thing:
I was very happy to see that someone (namely ) has remembered me even after all this time and listed me through the people who supported him, even though I didn`t do much.. I`m am deeply moved by your gesture... and i thank you .

I`ve been considering changing my journal post for quite some time now... but it seems that all great thngs happen in times of tragedy: I`m officially in session... I`ve got 15... ore more exams to go... who counts them anyway?
So this post is here to announce: got no time to spare..
Wish you the best and I wish myself to get through this with best results.
Rock on!

As i lit myself a cigarette and started to glance into the ceiling i realized once more that Christmas is coming. . . Some people wait 4 it with joy and preparations... I wait mine usually with preaparations allright... for disaster that is. From some some time now (quite early actually ergh) my Christmases started to make me feel the need for a question, that is: "Man, this sucks or blows?!" Answer: "How the hell should I know, but it certainly does it hard".
I tend to be pretty sad around these time of the year, but as years pass by I seem to care less and less.. It`s like going to a funeral with an attitude: "It`s crappy, but at least I`ll go there with my gun and my sombrero... after we shoot eachother in the head we can dance around the hat and pretend we like to party".
To change the state of spirit of this entry here, (captains log 20429.8) I remember that there are some people who actually like this time of the year for real and wish to say to them:

"Enjoy it while you stiil can, sooner or later u 2 will become sad around the winter holy days(yeah, I`ve heard about holidays as well )with sad things to remember and whishes that all will change"...
KIDDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"TO THOSE WHO ARE HAPPY AND LOOK FORWARD TO CHRISTMAS, HAVE YOURSELF A MERRY LITTLE CHRISTMAS LET YOUR HEART BE LIGHT NEXT YEAR, ALL OUR TROUBLES WILL BE OUT OF SIGHT,


TO THOSE WHO FEEL THE WAY i DO ABOUT ALL THESE:

A BIG HUG FOR YOU ALL AND THINGS WILL COME AROUND SOON. LET`S TRY AT LEAST TO FEEL HAPPY IF ONLY FOR A SHORT WHILE AND HAVE A KIND WORD FOR EVERYONE THAT MAY FEEL EVEN MORE SAD THAN US, EVEN THOUGH HE DOESN`T SHOW IT + what I sad for all the happy ones goes as well: the merry little Christmas stuff and all "

p.s.: a double hug for ~Neloial `cause she seems to have crappy holidays as well: cheer up kiddo, it will be fine sooner than it will be worst, next Christmas will be different.. you know the drill... but this time I mean it!!!

I was out for such a long time... I kept checking on my friends works but lacked the time to comment them (sorry kids, I apologise once more).
During all this time I made a tone of pictures... but... they remained chained in my computer with no time whatsoeve` to work them out and post.
I`m fairly happy that I manged to post 2 of them today, can`t wait to see some input (one of them actually got 2 fav`s in a couple of hours- wich I find amazing, great, super etc thx! thx! thx!).
Good luck to all the good people on deviant, hugs and hope you grab some great pics that will make you stay proud :

blow a kiss bubye


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p.s.: If it was needed to be said "I give permission to & add my works to their gallery"

After what could be 2 weeks more or less.. I GOT INTERNET AGAIN.
With this occasion I would like to say thanks to those lovely people in the administration that made possible these 2 weeks in which i had no internet and felt I could climb up the walls without adhesive.
In the same spirit:
-Sorry if you waited my reply for so so so so long. It will come these days as fast I can read all the messages.
- Thank you so much all of you who dropped by these days and made my counter touch lustfully the 200 number
-Got some new works that I hope I`ll post in 2 days top

Have a swell day everyone!!! rock on